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[Friday
January 20th, 2006] |
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I think too much.I think too much.I think too much. I'm not sure of exactly what I want.I thought I did, but maybe I thought about it so much I made myself believe it's what I need, when I never needed it.Maybe I do need it, I just needed it so much that's all I wanted.
Ahhh.

I've been feeling weak lately.I still have a huge bruise from where they've been taking blood.
I smile because i'm fine.
( I remember you were incredible.Hey shutup,hey shutup,Yeah. )
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| I keep spittin' that mad gameeeeee. |
[Tuesday
December 27th, 2005] |
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Fresh&&Clean |
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FItty SENTTT. |
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I'm in Jacksonville with one of my most favorite girls in the world.
GavinGavinGavin♥.
Be back Thursday.
♥
P.S.I'm glad you liked your gift Ramon. I miss you.
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| i'm on fire and now i think i'm ready to bust a move. |
[Friday
November 11th, 2005] |
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Motion city soundtrack-The future freaks me out |
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Oh,my dad bought me a dog.It's a beagle,his name is Sam. He's a year old.I love him. My dad got me him because they were going to kill it for having him too long. He knew i'd want him instead of a puppy.
================= I love how i've been getting so many new clothes lately,and I always go back to the old ones.
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For some lame reason i'm obsessed with this song;it makes me dance.
♥LoveSarah
I might need something to do till' 11.
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[Wednesday
November 2nd, 2005] |
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blah |
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Death Cab for Cutie |
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So,some random person told me I looked like Twiggy today,
Pretty much made my day.
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| You've gotta fast car,is if fast enought to fly away? |
[Wednesday
November 2nd, 2005] |
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Xiu Xiu-Fast car |
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Things are changing.Seems to me people are drifting apart.They have been slowly,for a while.On Halloween,I hungout with Kayleigh,of course,and Ramon.I wasn't in that good of a mood.I had these really sharp pains in my stomach.
I called Georgia a few days ago, I really have missed her.Was nice talking to her for that short period of time,nice to hear from her.She was on her break for "The Music Man".
I hungout with Jimmy for a little during Copeland.Haven't seen him in a long time.Due to complications.
It was wonderful hanging out with Billy Sunday.
I guess i'm doing alright.I could care less of anything that comes out of anyones mouth about me.Nothing/noone bothers me anymore.Go on talk.Whatecer.I'm done with that sort of thing.
For the most part i'm pretty happy. this is good.
=♥
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[Thursday
October 13th, 2005] |
She's the most beautiful and most wonderful person i've ever met in my life.I finally opened myself up to her,she knew nothing about me,it's funny how you can live with someone and no nothing about them.
I was confused to why she would come to me for advise and opinions and acually listen to what I said.I realized I never really loved her before.I learned the hard way it hurts worse being hurt by family than anything else.I hope she didn't know what she was doing.
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I've been stressed lately, i'm messing up my diet.I'm trying to do this modeling thing,and everytime I eat I look at the calories or I say to myself"I shouldnt eat right now" or "I shouldn't eat this".
Things are getting rocky.
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| ghetto girrrrl |
[Thursday
June 2nd, 2005] |
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kaylas voice on the phone |
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I erased all of my posts.I want to start over.I don't even know what to say about my life right now.Confusing..i guess that says it all.
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